Vision begins to happen in such a life
as if a woman quietly walked away
from the argument and jargon in a room
and sitting down in the kitchen, began turning in her lap
bits of yarn, calico and velvet scraps,
laying them out absently on the scrubbed boards
in the lamplight, with small rainbow-colored shells….
Such a composition has nothing to do with eternity,
the striving for greatness, brilliance —
only with the musing of a mind
one with her body, experienced fingers quietly pushing
dark against bright, silk against roughness,
pulling the tenets of a life together
with no mere will to mastery,
from “Transcendental Etude”
I’ve been immersed in a lot of teaching, so I haven’t gotten around to posting anything in 2013 yet. During my absence from the blogwelt, I found an old letter. It’s attributed to St. Thomas Aquinas, but I have my doubts. In any case, it’s clearly Thomistic. It’s addressed to Brother John, who had asked Thomas how to study in order to acquire the treasures of knowledge. This letter used to hang on my wall when I started writing my master’s thesis around 9 years ago. Finding the letter last week, I found it surprising how much I took this letter to heart. Here’s one version of Thomas’ advice:
Do not wish to jump immediately from the streams to the sea, because one has to go through easier things to the more difficult. Therefore the following points are my admonition and your instruction: I command you to be slow to speak, and slow to go to the conversation room. Embrace purity of conscience. Do not give up spending time in prayer. Love spending much time in your cell, if you want to be led into the wine cellar. Show yourself amiable to all. Do not query at all what others are doing. Do not be very familiar with anyone, because familiarity breeds contempt, and provides matter for distracting you from study. Do not get involved at all in the discussions and affairs of lay people. Avoid conversations about all any and every matter. Do not fail to imitate the example of good and holy men. Do not consider who the person is you are listening to, but whatever good he says commit to memory. Whatever you are doing and hearing try to understand. Resolve doubts, and put whatever you can in the storeroom of your mind, like someone wanting to fill a container. Do not spend time on things beyond your grasp.
Following such a path, you will bring forth flowers and produce useful fruit for the vinyard of the Lord, as long as you live. If you follow this, you can reach what you desire.